I'm here. *gasp* How sad that was like a 5 month hiatus. I blame it on well me. Anyways I have a new layout that I found somewhere. I think it matches my general mood lately. Oh and I really hope Camilla and Laura don't mind that I added links to their forums. heh Lemme think what's been up with me. Oh yes I finally started college again last week. Still a nursing student. And I've had a time with getting things settled. My classes all got dropped at one point due to my stupidity. I got them all back but 1. I got the ok for an override to get back into the class but missed the registration deadline by like 30 mins. because I was at school. Grrr... so now I have a nice little form I have to get signed by my professor and the dean of nursing. Which isn't going to be a problem, it's just I have to do it tomorrow during my break. *sigh* Atleast this week is better than last. Last week was absolutely horrible... *shudders* Anyways I'm back using this thing.

So much has happened since my last update. It seems I'm completely different. Much, much happier. ^_^

I got all my stuff sent in for me to attend college this fall. And I'm so glad to have that all done and behind me.

Today was really great. I spent all day watching old home videos. Started out with just me, my Mom and younger sister watching them. But later my older sister came over and then my Dad came home and then my brother in law. It was so great. To see how we all looked and where we went and all that. Plus we all died laughing when my Mom was at the vcr fastforwarding and then I had the remote. Like she thought the vcr was going by itself and I had the remote and she was the only one that didn't know it. XD

The little part of the day I didn't watch videos I spent looking for some Tori Amos cds, a Poe cd, a Sarah McLachlan cd and 2 Fiona Apple cds. The sad thing is no one I know around here likes any of their music. =/

My journal is friends only. If you want to be a friend just leave a comment. And I'll try not to forget to add you.

Woot for new LJ look. Ok it's Carrie Underwood but I wanted it to kinda go with my website. Plus I'm lacking inspiration. My next one will probably be Professor Snape from the Harry Potter books. I have an unhealthy obsession with him. lol


Ok so anyways been a while since I've been on here. I've been on an emotional rollercoaster lately. A friend of mine seems to have dissapeared. Won't call me back and won't answer any of my pms online. I'm really worried about him but what can I do? *sigh* And I'm finally going back to school. Yay! I was doubtful for a while that I actually wanted to be a nurse but I'm sure now. If I get into my nursing courses and hate it I'll just switch majors. XD I don't really have the patience to type tonight so I'm just going to leave it at this. I'll try to update more often. hehe


Toodles.

was so frustrating....

I was planning to work on my site but that didn't happen. My sister comes over and wants my Mom to go shopping with her. They were supposed to take my 2 yrs. old nephew with them. Instead the leave him with me and my Dad. Yea so anyways my Dad asks me to go to the gas station with him and my nephew. I go cause I wanted some candy. lol We go and my Dad wants to get some beer. *rolls eyes* That means my brother in law, Wyatt will come over and I'll be left to watch the baby. Anyways we leave with beer, pork rinds, peanuts, popcorn, gummi bears for my nephew and a milky way for me. We get home and I tell my Dad I'm going to take a bath. Well my nephew follows me and gets in the tub with me and splashes tons of water all over the floor. *sigh* When I finally drag him out the tub his daddy is there. Luckily he got him dressed and stuff. I thought I was free of them but got caught up with my nephew. He was tired and wanted me to hold him. So we sat in the recliner and I watched That 70's Show. My Mom and sister got home and my Mom was in a bad mood. My sister made some cinnamon rolls and we all ate those. My other sister came home right after that and we talked with my Mom while watching Nancy Grace. Some lady had killed her husband, a minister. I felt most sad for the 3 kids. No dad anymore and mom would be in jail. Really sad.

Today hasn't been much better in the way of time. Except for the weekly chat at Pink Imoen. We did it on MSN this time. I think it worked out well. I left the chat right before 7pm though because I was so tired. I didn't sleep well last night and got woke up by my Dad this morning. My arm is hurting pretty bad now. That nerve I damaged in my arm is getting worse.... Well I've officially blabbed on about everything. Tommorow I'm going to end up with a lot to do. Work on my site, get to work on the 4th PI Times Edition, fix that computer on my floor.

Well anyways been working on my site almost non-stop. Today has been fairly uninteresting. I went with my rents and nephew to look at our new house finally. They practically beg me to go. It looks nice. And only 24 days until we move in. What else. My parents are finally back speaking to my brother in law. There was this huge argument b/t my Mom and him. But he's over here and I hear them all talking now. After two whole mos. it's great they patched things up. I got an email 2 days ago from my best friend too. She told me she got a digital camera so she could send me pictures of my god son, Braeden. And that her niece who's 3 mos. old was finally out of the hospital after she got sick.

I wanted to share something else too. I won Pink Imoen's first banner contest. Lookie what I got

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Purty huh? Well I don't know what else to say.

Just got home finally a little bit ago. I went way too many places today. Looking at Pool Tables and other stuff. Went to Ryan's for lunch. Saw my Aunt, Uncle and Cousin there too. lol I bought 2 new cds today at Best Buy.

Around The Fur - The Deftones


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1 - The Beatles (I think that's just the title... he he...)


I'm listening to The Beatles. I already know the songs on the Deftones cd. I just wanted it for my collection. Anywho I've never listened to The Beatles before except the random song you might hear on the radio or Tv. So far it's pretty good.

So it's been raining nearly all day but we still went to see our house that is getting built. Today they finally had boards and such upstairs so I could see like where my room is. Couldn't look long though. It is freezing outside but no snow. It's not fair. :(

I got some letters from my best friend that she had sent to our old house so we had to go there and get them. One of them had a picture of my Godson I didn't have. Too bad my scanner isn't hooked up.

Didn't do much today because of the rain. I played TS2, talked to a few people, had an argument w/ my younger sis and watched Jerry Springer with my nephew. Not a good thing. He gave me a hug and then he tried to climb on my head. Then the bell rang for the people on the show to fight and he started trying to beat me up. lol He's only 2 but he can hit kinda hard. Anyways, hope some of you got some snow. P.S. - Send me some!

I'm not very good at keeping these journal thingies but I'll try. he he

So today I basically did a bunch of nothing as I typically do on Sundays. It's my one day of the week to be absolutely lazy. I worked on this journal and cruised forums. Not much else to do on a rainy Sunday. I'm a tad annoyed that someone I wanted to talk to yesterday wasn't online. But hey, if he has better things to do. It really sucks I didn't get to go shopping this weekend either. I wanted to buy another Deftones cd. I have 2 but that's not enough for me. It would be easy to get all thier cds. They haven't put out many.

My best friend was supposed to send me pictures of my God Son, Braeden like almost 2 weeks ago. If she ever sends me any I'll post them here. XD

Mondays are the worst. I hope Claire doesn't come. I watch little kids and Claire is satan. She cries and she is hard to get to sleep. Maybe she won't come. Probably will but one can hope.

Lol, I was trying to use blogspot but it's boring. LJ is so much cooler. So I'll be here and making changes and such to my journal.

I've had a rollercoaster of emotions today. Something upset me last night pretty bad. But I realized that while yes it was upsetting it's not my fault. I can't help that other people are insensitive. So I've been trying to act like I'm all happy today and that I don't care. I don't think anyone has caught on yet.

I'm looking for a laptop too. I want something better. Plus we will be moving into an apartment soon. We have to move out of our house around Oct. 15th and move into an apt. until the house my rents are building is finished around Feb. So we won't have much room in an apt. and lots will go into storage. It'll be less of a hassle for me just to have a laptop. I'll be heading back to school in Jan. too.

I was bored, went to quizilla. Yea, took this quiz.



Your soul is caring.
Other people are your concern, even if you
don't know them. If you see a person trip you
worry is he is okay. You put your loved ones
first and you're very mature. When someones
sick you're nurturing and always try to help
family and friends when failure strikes them.
You can be called the motherly one, if you are
in a group of people, which doesn't have to be
bad. Love is something that's already in you
and you have a lot to give whether you believe
it or not. Your friends probably love you very
much and come to when they need help since
you're reliable. People can feel secure with
you and generally like you.


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Ok, so yah I'm updating after what seems forever.

Anyways, this week has sucked. I should have started my classes at Uni today but damn I'm home instead. I couldn't go this semester. It's a long story but it's my fault anyways. I got in a handful of arguments to make things worse. I was sorry for the hurt feelings I caused but I said what I had to say. My best friend and Braeden were supposed to come visit this week but my friend, Kelly, hasn't called me so who knows when she'll show up.

Things suck, end of story.

Yep, I have some good news. My best friend sent me a message today. She hasn't had her baby yet, but she picked out a name. Braeden Lyle. I really like Braeden. And Lyle was her brother's middle name. I think it's sweet.

I went w/ my sister, Cheyenne, Mom and nephew to look at some neighborhoods. We are supposed to be building a house in this one neighborhood but the taxes are outrageous. They weren't planning on that so now we don't know if we'll be moving. I mean I don't really care either way but I know my Mom wants to move really bad. Anywhoodles, we went to Ryan's for lunch too.

We didn't get back till like 4pm. After that I didn't do much. I've been in a strange mood lately. I can't really explain. It's like I'm not sure about anything or anybody anymore. Kinda like a lost feeling. Maybe it's stress. My Mom keeps worrying me about the house problem, I'm behind on my school work, I have to get my transfer stuff in order asap, all this stuff online, I gotta have enough money for school, my printer isn't working and I have a paper due and it's like I really don't want to care about any of it. *sighs* Why me?

It's 5am and I'm still up. I have to stop doing this. Ugh! Anyways, today has been pretty good, well yesterday I suppose. lol I didn't have math class so I went to english and it was cancelled too. Good thing as I didn't read the stories we were supposed to anyways.

A new mod was hired at SS: Dumdadum. I'm excited, I'm sure she will do a fabulous job. And Snooty promised some major changes so that's good. Got our new moderator rules too which I'm very glad to see. They should help out a lot. I was officially removed as head mod at F4L. I'm kinda sad about it but I had to leave. I wasn't doing my job there for many diff. reasons. I had been thinking to quit for over 3 mos so it wasn't just a spur of the moment thing.

What else... I played w/ my nephew for a while today. He's getting so cute. He woke up from his nap and said, "Distin" and jumped in my lap. I love him to pieces. I took a few pics of him as he was getting some cds out of my room. And my God Son is to be born in 2 days but I bet he'll be late. Well I got to get my butt to bed.

Hmm... I just remembered I have a journal on here. Lol, I'm such a goober.

Anyways, hmm... so uh yea. I always hate trying to figure out what to write in these lil things. Ok, today I had to majorly clean up my room. We are putting our house up for sale in a week or two and the realestate dude or whatever has to come and check everything out.

It's so late or shall I say early and I have class tommorow. Only one though, my math class isn't meeting tommorow as we are ahead. It's all good to me. I made a B on my last test in there. I was so dissapointed. Grr....

I finally sent in my resignation at one forum, F4L. I had been feeling like I should lately. .

Well, I'm shutting up and probably going to bed soon anyhow.

Ok so there's so much I could update but I don't really have the time. So I'll stick to what has happened this mos. Earlier this mos. I was really, really sick and stuff. I did get $300 dollars from that car wreck I was in. Pretty good I think considering I only had like one bruise on my chest. Ha ha!!! And like last week my sister got beat up by some girl she used to be friends with. I guess that would mean you should be careful who you are friends with. Lol! But her and the guy who messed up her car both got in major trouble. And I got my grades back from school and they are horrible. Luckily I still have my scholarship. Um, let me think. I'm like 90 percent sure I'm getting a puppy for Christmas. *crosses fingers* and I better be right or I'll be so bummed. But I think that's it. Today though, I have been bored outta my mind. I woke up late and everyone was already gone shopping. I did watch The Adams Family movie on the Sci Fi channel and something on VH1 about the 20 worst songs of 04. That was really kewl. Well I'm so pissed at my friend right now. He's be a major jerk. I feel like cussing him out but I think I'll refrain cuz I'm bound to say something I will regret later.